2012年3月3日 星期六

after life

so i guess things have been pretty much boring after the break up....
more partying, getting drunk puking my guts out what's new? same old shit but i thank my friends for being there for me. some left some stayed.


and thanks to you yourself, you made me realise what kind of person you are. so fucked up so corrupted on the inside.

2011年12月19日 星期一

Homesick

Taiwan for a week already and i'm broke Haha i spend so much everyday like there's no tmr lol!!!!

soooo i went to grandparent's place on Tuesday, stayed for dinner and home to aunt's place at about 12. then the next day i met ren hao in xi men ding to shop! just nice we are in taiwan at the same time. so we shopped and ate ah zong mian xian which is really famous in taiwan and the boss is my mum's friend haha! i bought like a pair of boots, heels for like less than 30 bucks for both CHEAP NOT! did my gellish nails for about 50bucks. its so bling ^^ thanks ren hao for waiting! i have such long nails now i cant type properly!!
we bought koi, smoked outside everywhere lol the ciggs are so cheap pls... like about 3.50 Sgd only! bought Marlboro ice mint and Davidoff!!! so mad cheap we chain smoked haha hans will love it if he's in taiwan!!!!!
soooo head home after our shopping cause rh has to meet his family. went home for tuition lol 3hrs math i die X.X but the tuition teacher very nice hahaha he's so pro non stop for 3 hours and he doesn't feel tired.

next day woke up early in the morning to go strawberry farm!!!!! the scenery is so pretty & we picked so much strawberries mum and dad are more excited than us!!!! its so fun to do this kind of things with family :) talked to the owner and got some fresh organic vegetables. traveled to 2nd aunt's place its gorgeous she just moved. chengjing keep saying it looks like a hotel which is true HAHAH. went to costco ( HUGE HUGE wholesale supermarket that sells EVERYTHING.) got pizza and some very nice porridge! back to aunt's place to eat and chill and drank baileys hohoho red wine and all. damn chill.

so on friday we are suppose to not do anything? stayed home and finished up my tuition stuff. wanted to go shilin night market with my sis but dad called and said that his friends wanna see us so we went for dinner tgt.

finally shilin on saturday we shopped so much the bags were so heavy!!!!!! and it was so crowded!!!! but everything was so cheap i have no $$$$$ now zzzz
chatted with this gay guy that was working at some shop selling leather jackets that my sis wanted. coincidentally he used to stay in sg!

sooooo sunday was tuition early in the morning and then out for lunch with aunt and dad. shopped more. bought flats loafers etc for like 6 bucks HAHAHAHA. don't want to to think about the drama on Saturday night but its haunting me. really upset and disappointed. thanks my bbg for listening to me :)








i hate you more than i love you now

2011年11月4日 星期五

Pride

You know me too well.I was really disappointed about you gng clubbing. But i dont want to stop you from doing what you like to do. What more just days before you gng army.

2011年9月10日 星期六

boyfriend

my first boyfriend, is a half Dutch half Malay boy and he loves to smoke. we got to know each other from clubbing hahhaah surprisingly. he's in korea now and i miss him much much <3 <3 <3 i am webcaming with him now hehehe tt boy so cute ^^

2011年8月8日 星期一

Cry





Crying over D is stupid but i cant control myself i really like him a lot why is he doing this to me???? Just when i want to give up on him he texts me again. WHY??????
why do guys also do that?

Last friday night

Last Friday night i had a crazy time. and Saturday!
was so heartbroken-ed about D that i went clubbing 2 nights in a row with only 3/4 hours of sleep in between! Pro or Pro haha. so anyway Friday night was w Jason Dan rj at first, drank by the riverside and couldn't get drunk. so after Jason and Dan left we went to find Jin and co.
did snorting. its the best thing ever so fucking good! straight shoot to the brain wooo~!

anyway we went in zirca, it was mad thrills wooooowwww everyone was kind of waiting for inquisitive to come out? went to rebel to kill time. it was fucking packed but totally fun.
met Daric Dhenhardt Ryan Marcus they opened bottle and this crazy boy Dhen keep pouring pure shots for me _|_ almost puked fuck lol!
was waiting for RJ outside after Rebel/Zirca closed at 4.30.... Dhen kept asking us to come rebel again tmr night since he is fucking opening sofa as its his birthday week. lol RJ and i were both tempted! our original plan was to go for Dash Berlin but it would be fucking pack and queue would be long.whereas with dhen everything's free guestlist and all LOL.
Dan's damn on cause its free and Zouk's security's pretty strict.

hmmm marcus send us home in the morning and we slacked at Dan's place till 11 plus RJ went home. me and dan just continued to slack and fb and twitter and all. this girl so fucking funny her twitter name used to be bigbirdDANIELLE. ROFL.
then she found out that Hans's her sec sch friend (Han's= Jin's buddy)

changed and head out at about 6 plus 7.
met Stella for her IC for dan, then we went to RJ's. CQ waited for WK Ryan Arshad Roger..
they ate at some Italian place and we went to riverside to drink! got tipsy and headed for the club! Hans came down too!
fun night i fucking puked cos dhen poured almost half a bottle of vodka/greygoose into my mouth _|_ marcus send us home agn! went to jason's house and slept till 1030. home ard 12????

oh and i drunk text D on fri night, saying i miss him a lot but he only replied me in the morning. we were suppose to go out tmr but he's sick and everything's cancelled.