Thoughts

so this 2 weeks that i MIA-ed was fuck.


school re-opened, had orientation, jam and hop, talks, bonding, cvd planning etc etc
same old stuff i did last year. except that i got the bitch mode on so no one really dared to ask me to do anything. OGLs who knew me don't force me to play games and all. so yeap guess it's still okay. mass dance was the only thing i enjoyed. i went on stage with QY, we did the joke version had loud claps/cheers and fucking matthew had to say we are eliminated. i mean seriously? i don't mind the elimination but totally not from you. i would rather S cut me out instead of me. to me it feels like betrayal. we were qualified but why? why cut us out? i know it's a fucking small matter but i feel so fucking betrayed.

so jam and hop i was the band groupie. took photos for the bands, danced like fuck got fucking high. other than that i hated every moment of orientation. i made smoker friends. 1st day they come up and ask me if i smoke lol. they say i have clubber face sia. AGAIN. say i everyday the face like hangover fuck.




school this week was PW. for fuck we also have to do. it's fucking torturous and hell. my CT damn fucked up keep picking on me. whatever. she want to head on with me i see who win. i keep to myself. talk to only seniors in the class/school. only 2 JC1s i really talk to. apart from Danielle. she's the only good news to me seriously. so fucking glad she's in sch w me now. btw i am in malay dance. hahahaa surprising but i like.