Taiwan for a week already and i'm broke Haha i spend so much everyday like there's no tmr lol!!!!
soooo i went to grandparent's place on Tuesday, stayed for dinner and home to aunt's place at about 12. then the next day i met ren hao in xi men ding to shop! just nice we are in taiwan at the same time. so we shopped and ate ah zong mian xian which is really famous in taiwan and the boss is my mum's friend haha! i bought like a pair of boots, heels for like less than 30 bucks for both CHEAP NOT! did my gellish nails for about 50bucks. its so bling ^^ thanks ren hao for waiting! i have such long nails now i cant type properly!!
we bought koi, smoked outside everywhere lol the ciggs are so cheap pls... like about 3.50 Sgd only! bought Marlboro ice mint and Davidoff!!! so mad cheap we chain smoked haha hans will love it if he's in taiwan!!!!!
soooo head home after our shopping cause rh has to meet his family. went home for tuition lol 3hrs math i die X.X but the tuition teacher very nice hahaha he's so pro non stop for 3 hours and he doesn't feel tired.
next day woke up early in the morning to go strawberry farm!!!!! the scenery is so pretty & we picked so much strawberries mum and dad are more excited than us!!!! its so fun to do this kind of things with family :) talked to the owner and got some fresh organic vegetables. traveled to 2nd aunt's place its gorgeous she just moved. chengjing keep saying it looks like a hotel which is true HAHAH. went to costco ( HUGE HUGE wholesale supermarket that sells EVERYTHING.) got pizza and some very nice porridge! back to aunt's place to eat and chill and drank baileys hohoho red wine and all. damn chill.
so on friday we are suppose to not do anything? stayed home and finished up my tuition stuff. wanted to go shilin night market with my sis but dad called and said that his friends wanna see us so we went for dinner tgt.
finally shilin on saturday we shopped so much the bags were so heavy!!!!!! and it was so crowded!!!! but everything was so cheap i have no $$$$$ now zzzz
chatted with this gay guy that was working at some shop selling leather jackets that my sis wanted. coincidentally he used to stay in sg!
sooooo sunday was tuition early in the morning and then out for lunch with aunt and dad. shopped more. bought flats loafers etc for like 6 bucks HAHAHAHA. don't want to to think about the drama on Saturday night but its haunting me. really upset and disappointed. thanks my bbg for listening to me :)
i hate you more than i love you now
2011年11月4日 星期五
2011年9月10日 星期六
2011年8月8日 星期一
Last friday night
Last Friday night i had a crazy time. and Saturday!
was so heartbroken-ed about D that i went clubbing 2 nights in a row with only 3/4 hours of sleep in between! Pro or Pro haha. so anyway Friday night was w Jason Dan rj at first, drank by the riverside and couldn't get drunk. so after Jason and Dan left we went to find Jin and co.
did snorting. its the best thing ever so fucking good! straight shoot to the brain wooo~!
anyway we went in zirca, it was mad thrills wooooowwww everyone was kind of waiting for inquisitive to come out? went to rebel to kill time. it was fucking packed but totally fun.
met Daric Dhenhardt Ryan Marcus they opened bottle and this crazy boy Dhen keep pouring pure shots for me _|_ almost puked fuck lol!
was waiting for RJ outside after Rebel/Zirca closed at 4.30.... Dhen kept asking us to come rebel again tmr night since he is fucking opening sofa as its his birthday week. lol RJ and i were both tempted! our original plan was to go for Dash Berlin but it would be fucking pack and queue would be long.whereas with dhen everything's free guestlist and all LOL.
Dan's damn on cause its free and Zouk's security's pretty strict.
hmmm marcus send us home in the morning and we slacked at Dan's place till 11 plus RJ went home. me and dan just continued to slack and fb and twitter and all. this girl so fucking funny her twitter name used to be bigbirdDANIELLE. ROFL.
then she found out that Hans's her sec sch friend (Han's= Jin's buddy)
changed and head out at about 6 plus 7.
met Stella for her IC for dan, then we went to RJ's. CQ waited for WK Ryan Arshad Roger..
they ate at some Italian place and we went to riverside to drink! got tipsy and headed for the club! Hans came down too!
fun night i fucking puked cos dhen poured almost half a bottle of vodka/greygoose into my mouth _|_ marcus send us home agn! went to jason's house and slept till 1030. home ard 12????
oh and i drunk text D on fri night, saying i miss him a lot but he only replied me in the morning. we were suppose to go out tmr but he's sick and everything's cancelled.
was so heartbroken-ed about D that i went clubbing 2 nights in a row with only 3/4 hours of sleep in between! Pro or Pro haha. so anyway Friday night was w Jason Dan rj at first, drank by the riverside and couldn't get drunk. so after Jason and Dan left we went to find Jin and co.
did snorting. its the best thing ever so fucking good! straight shoot to the brain wooo~!
anyway we went in zirca, it was mad thrills wooooowwww everyone was kind of waiting for inquisitive to come out? went to rebel to kill time. it was fucking packed but totally fun.
met Daric Dhenhardt Ryan Marcus they opened bottle and this crazy boy Dhen keep pouring pure shots for me _|_ almost puked fuck lol!
was waiting for RJ outside after Rebel/Zirca closed at 4.30.... Dhen kept asking us to come rebel again tmr night since he is fucking opening sofa as its his birthday week. lol RJ and i were both tempted! our original plan was to go for Dash Berlin but it would be fucking pack and queue would be long.whereas with dhen everything's free guestlist and all LOL.
Dan's damn on cause its free and Zouk's security's pretty strict.
hmmm marcus send us home in the morning and we slacked at Dan's place till 11 plus RJ went home. me and dan just continued to slack and fb and twitter and all. this girl so fucking funny her twitter name used to be bigbirdDANIELLE. ROFL.
then she found out that Hans's her sec sch friend (Han's= Jin's buddy)
changed and head out at about 6 plus 7.
met Stella for her IC for dan, then we went to RJ's. CQ waited for WK Ryan Arshad Roger..
they ate at some Italian place and we went to riverside to drink! got tipsy and headed for the club! Hans came down too!
fun night i fucking puked cos dhen poured almost half a bottle of vodka/greygoose into my mouth _|_ marcus send us home agn! went to jason's house and slept till 1030. home ard 12????
oh and i drunk text D on fri night, saying i miss him a lot but he only replied me in the morning. we were suppose to go out tmr but he's sick and everything's cancelled.
2011年7月29日 星期五
Spell O-v-e-r
so by the title i guess you guys already kind of know what's happening...
D and i stopped contacting each other. i can't bear to talk about it I'm so fucking heartbroken-ed and disappointed in this whole thing. i almost cried in public yesterday because of this it's so fucking shameful.
i thank my girls so much for comforting me along the way! RJ, Dan, Sherv. QH, Heidi, Rubiah
seriously without you guys i think i cant survive yesterday and today :( it hurts so much i felt like dying i wanna cross the road and get hit by a fucking car. i dont get why guys can treat girls like playthings? toys? and such a change of heart over a few days. why? why fucking do this to me? i trust people so easily i overlook everything else. i told myself he's a bad boy i must walk away yet i can't. i was so fucking deep inside this r/s before i knew it was too late. its fucking worse than last year w S. shorter time but stronger feelings and heartache.
i am so fucking depressed these few days i seriously thank my babies for helping me along the way.
good bye motherfuckers! i'm off to prepare for zirca!
D and i stopped contacting each other. i can't bear to talk about it I'm so fucking heartbroken-ed and disappointed in this whole thing. i almost cried in public yesterday because of this it's so fucking shameful.
i thank my girls so much for comforting me along the way! RJ, Dan, Sherv. QH, Heidi, Rubiah
seriously without you guys i think i cant survive yesterday and today :( it hurts so much i felt like dying i wanna cross the road and get hit by a fucking car. i dont get why guys can treat girls like playthings? toys? and such a change of heart over a few days. why? why fucking do this to me? i trust people so easily i overlook everything else. i told myself he's a bad boy i must walk away yet i can't. i was so fucking deep inside this r/s before i knew it was too late. its fucking worse than last year w S. shorter time but stronger feelings and heartache.
i am so fucking depressed these few days i seriously thank my babies for helping me along the way.
good bye motherfuckers! i'm off to prepare for zirca!
2011年7月22日 星期五
Dilemma
I'm having a crisis right now lol it's nothing serious like someone dying or what but I am pretty shocked by what's happening these few days!
So yeap I'm having good progress with the piercer that di my strernum. Pretty surprising cause I never thought that this kind of things will ever happen to me! Like, it's o ly something I would dream about! He's been really sweet and all I like it so much hahhahaha ! Butthe thing is I feel lik such a slut cause i'll just end up breaking R's heart. Everything happens for a reason.... But i really don't like that I have to so this to someone else. Yes I like D more but I responded to R cause he was there first. Sigh it's so complicated I'm too tired to explain. I blew off R yesterday and went to meet D. Slut or what? Dan was with me I'm so glad hhaha D was so cute ^^ I seriously can't believe that he's even remotely interested in a girl like me. I cant say if it's the tattoos but he's so damn hot HAHA. And yeap I didnt feel like going out today with R so I blew him off again. But seriously he's showing me such bad attitude I can't stand it too _|_
Anyway Oscar signed me a line, with data plan. So I'm blogging from my iPhone! Hhaha bye bitches
So yeap I'm having good progress with the piercer that di my strernum. Pretty surprising cause I never thought that this kind of things will ever happen to me! Like, it's o ly something I would dream about! He's been really sweet and all I like it so much hahhahaha ! Butthe thing is I feel lik such a slut cause i'll just end up breaking R's heart. Everything happens for a reason.... But i really don't like that I have to so this to someone else. Yes I like D more but I responded to R cause he was there first. Sigh it's so complicated I'm too tired to explain. I blew off R yesterday and went to meet D. Slut or what? Dan was with me I'm so glad hhaha D was so cute ^^ I seriously can't believe that he's even remotely interested in a girl like me. I cant say if it's the tattoos but he's so damn hot HAHA. And yeap I didnt feel like going out today with R so I blew him off again. But seriously he's showing me such bad attitude I can't stand it too _|_
Anyway Oscar signed me a line, with data plan. So I'm blogging from my iPhone! Hhaha bye bitches
2011年7月17日 星期日
Harry Potter Part 2.
so i watched harry potter yesterday with Smoove productions! or i should say, my bosses!
had dinner w family then rushed down to great world city. fucking ulu place i took cab from like CQ cost me 7bucks cb. should have cabbed from chinatown like nearer ah?
so many Smoove ppl there even though its a selected only sellers event. so i guess the total amount of ppl would be ridiculous! waited for YY and Reign to come. R's YY's boss so he's my boss's boss. HAHAHAH this boy damn funny added me on fb and asked me to go the event. (?!) hahha quite shocked to know I'm selected cause i only sold for like 1 event. so anyway i was suppose to meet R/YY at 8 but i only finished makeup at 8 hahhaa :P
met Jim (i keep thinking its Tim) and JunHui. both YY's sellers. so i guess we are the only 3 out of 10 plus sellers YY has? hhaahaha
i guess the movie's okay? like the ending is so not something that should come out from Harry Potter. totally spoil sia and the son don't even look like harry potter?????!!!! at least find someone who looks a lil bit more less bieber-ish???
Zirca after that got drunk and drunk text ppl sorryyyyy mannnnn!
today wake up YY texted me such a long msg i thought i was still drunk HAHAHA
bye bitches' im going online shopping!
had dinner w family then rushed down to great world city. fucking ulu place i took cab from like CQ cost me 7bucks cb. should have cabbed from chinatown like nearer ah?
so many Smoove ppl there even though its a selected only sellers event. so i guess the total amount of ppl would be ridiculous! waited for YY and Reign to come. R's YY's boss so he's my boss's boss. HAHAHAH this boy damn funny added me on fb and asked me to go the event. (?!) hahha quite shocked to know I'm selected cause i only sold for like 1 event. so anyway i was suppose to meet R/YY at 8 but i only finished makeup at 8 hahhaa :P
met Jim (i keep thinking its Tim) and JunHui. both YY's sellers. so i guess we are the only 3 out of 10 plus sellers YY has? hhaahaha
i guess the movie's okay? like the ending is so not something that should come out from Harry Potter. totally spoil sia and the son don't even look like harry potter?????!!!! at least find someone who looks a lil bit more less bieber-ish???
Zirca after that got drunk and drunk text ppl sorryyyyy mannnnn!
today wake up YY texted me such a long msg i thought i was still drunk HAHAHA
bye bitches' im going online shopping!
RJ's dream
so RJ had this dream it was so funny i was laughing on the train with people staring at me cause it was just so damn funny!!!!!
so this is the dream:
she dreamt that me and her quarreled cause i got fucked by some random guy and it was my first so she got damn mad at me trying to talk some sense into me but i was too drunk/pissed to understand her or listen to her. she was over protective of me and i just didn't care. she said ben was there and she was so angry at him cause she asked him to stop me but he was too GAY to do it. yep her exact words. too GAY hahahahah i swear to god fucking laughing la cb this girl text until like this! then she said like i got angry at her trying to correct me so i said like "take back what's yours and give back what's mine" WTF TOTALLY!!!! swear to god fucking laughing + shivering on the train already! so she said i gave her back the red skirt and she gave me back my heels HAHAHAHAH ROFLLLLLLL
funny or what man my babes dream of this kind of dream! ^^ chill babe we wont ever have this kind of quarrels!! im still thinking about Dwayne though, he's so fucking hot i cannot take it lei sian
so this is the dream:
she dreamt that me and her quarreled cause i got fucked by some random guy and it was my first so she got damn mad at me trying to talk some sense into me but i was too drunk/pissed to understand her or listen to her. she was over protective of me and i just didn't care. she said ben was there and she was so angry at him cause she asked him to stop me but he was too GAY to do it. yep her exact words. too GAY hahahahah i swear to god fucking laughing la cb this girl text until like this! then she said like i got angry at her trying to correct me so i said like "take back what's yours and give back what's mine" WTF TOTALLY!!!! swear to god fucking laughing + shivering on the train already! so she said i gave her back the red skirt and she gave me back my heels HAHAHAHAH ROFLLLLLLL
funny or what man my babes dream of this kind of dream! ^^ chill babe we wont ever have this kind of quarrels!! im still thinking about Dwayne though, he's so fucking hot i cannot take it lei sian
2011年7月15日 星期五
Sternum Piercing
hi everybody i pierced my sternum HAHAHAHAHA
it was an impromptu decision yesterday! was alone in sch cause Dan baby and qihong didn't come sch. at least i have jeesoo~
physics was joke la ruijing was just annoying me all the way, saying like my lesbian kissing photos very turn on and guys all have fantasies of having a 3some with lesbians/bisexuals(aka me)
then adriel joined in and said like oohhhh sonia got do bj for guys. it was fucking loud and the row in front of us were like laughing/snickering and all cb sia adriel! 2 of them then proceeded to talk about flavors of condoms etc. that's just how gross my friends are in sch.
anyway took class photos, had a change this year we had to wear ties FML i haven't touch a tie since Beatty times HAHAAHAH it was stupid la i had no one really close in class except maybe jeesoo? leon borrowed my tie for his soccer photo hahahah inside joke!
waited till 1.30 before we can leave sch, and i was lazing around in the library w weihao julie and jeesoo. yohan treated me lunch ( or i extorted from him)
finally finally 1.30 and i left sch to meet Dan and Jason!~~~~ ^^ usual stuffs and Dan tempted me to skip the rest of my lessons HAAHAHHA so i did after some persuasion! was walking back to sch when i saw Stella crying :( that bitch made her cry!
got my bag back and we went to cityhall while stella went home! i was persuading Dan to get a tongue piercing cause she has been wanting to do it for a long time but had oral etc so finally she decided and we went peninsular! we specially avoided the escalator lol cause her ex was working nearby ehheheeh
walked around a few shops before we decided on 1st Tattoo Studio! Dwayne was there and he pierced her. within like. 5mins HHAHAHA i still remember when me and RJ pierced it took like 15mins cause RJ wanted to back out.
after that Dan was like " oi babe go pierce something too i don't wanna be alone" HAHAAH totally random right?! so i did the sternum since i have been thinking about it and Jason lend me $70 to do it! yes it's $70 bucks and it hurts like a bitch! only promising thing out of the piercing experience is that Dwayne is FUCKING CUTE. i know i sound bimbo-ish and all but HAHAHA even Dan agrees( which is rare) and omg hahaahahh we're so going back to get tattoos from him ^^
desert time and home soon after. so goddamn shagged i slept for 2 hours hahaah dad's not happy!
goodbye bitches i'm gng out!
it was an impromptu decision yesterday! was alone in sch cause Dan baby and qihong didn't come sch. at least i have jeesoo~
physics was joke la ruijing was just annoying me all the way, saying like my lesbian kissing photos very turn on and guys all have fantasies of having a 3some with lesbians/bisexuals(aka me)
then adriel joined in and said like oohhhh sonia got do bj for guys. it was fucking loud and the row in front of us were like laughing/snickering and all cb sia adriel! 2 of them then proceeded to talk about flavors of condoms etc. that's just how gross my friends are in sch.
anyway took class photos, had a change this year we had to wear ties FML i haven't touch a tie since Beatty times HAHAAHAH it was stupid la i had no one really close in class except maybe jeesoo? leon borrowed my tie for his soccer photo hahahah inside joke!
waited till 1.30 before we can leave sch, and i was lazing around in the library w weihao julie and jeesoo. yohan treated me lunch ( or i extorted from him)
finally finally 1.30 and i left sch to meet Dan and Jason!~~~~ ^^ usual stuffs and Dan tempted me to skip the rest of my lessons HAAHAHHA so i did after some persuasion! was walking back to sch when i saw Stella crying :( that bitch made her cry!
got my bag back and we went to cityhall while stella went home! i was persuading Dan to get a tongue piercing cause she has been wanting to do it for a long time but had oral etc so finally she decided and we went peninsular! we specially avoided the escalator lol cause her ex was working nearby ehheheeh
walked around a few shops before we decided on 1st Tattoo Studio! Dwayne was there and he pierced her. within like. 5mins HHAHAHA i still remember when me and RJ pierced it took like 15mins cause RJ wanted to back out.
after that Dan was like " oi babe go pierce something too i don't wanna be alone" HAHAAH totally random right?! so i did the sternum since i have been thinking about it and Jason lend me $70 to do it! yes it's $70 bucks and it hurts like a bitch! only promising thing out of the piercing experience is that Dwayne is FUCKING CUTE. i know i sound bimbo-ish and all but HAHAHA even Dan agrees( which is rare) and omg hahaahahh we're so going back to get tattoos from him ^^
desert time and home soon after. so goddamn shagged i slept for 2 hours hahaah dad's not happy!
goodbye bitches i'm gng out!
2011年7月11日 星期一
Ipad
Blogging from iPad now hahahahaha ^^ stella's :)
So anyway Sonia is a dirty dirty girl went to butter on sat and made out with 5 different guys hahahhaah but it was damn fun I miss it,,, because of blocks I have stopped clubbing for over 3 weeks I guess??? Anyway I bought a new pair of shoe , JC foxy!! The one in gold! still aiming for VW inspired wing wedges, Fendi wedges, JC boots and more more moreeeeee!!!
Butter w Dan and RJ, we went town first to get my stud ,dinner and bel rings HaHah it was in a spur of moment that Dan suggested we take it lol!! Been 3 4 years since I last took it la hahahhaah then we went to vivo to meet Gary ^^ miss my bro so much! He was shocked by me though, totally shock like he cannot get over it :((((( then to esplanade butter to get lockers.. Next to boat quay for pre drinks. Dan was high by the time she went in fash!!!! Danced frenched and Jason came down after his NDP, w vodkaaaaaaa~~~~ met new friends etc got even higher, frenched w even more guys haahahah and I saw Paul twohill....
After that slacked a little while, went back Jason's house with Dan and Joshua!!! Bathed and talked hahahhaah I love magnum la! Slept and uh hm we 4 did naughty things ^^
Home the next day fuciing hangoverrrrr slept mostly throughout the whole day!
Anyway having dinner at toy with marveen! Long time no see small boy sehhhh someone going to Australia for pilot course uhhhh!!!!!!!
So anyway Sonia is a dirty dirty girl went to butter on sat and made out with 5 different guys hahahhaah but it was damn fun I miss it,,, because of blocks I have stopped clubbing for over 3 weeks I guess??? Anyway I bought a new pair of shoe , JC foxy!! The one in gold! still aiming for VW inspired wing wedges, Fendi wedges, JC boots and more more moreeeeee!!!
Butter w Dan and RJ, we went town first to get my stud ,dinner and bel rings HaHah it was in a spur of moment that Dan suggested we take it lol!! Been 3 4 years since I last took it la hahahhaah then we went to vivo to meet Gary ^^ miss my bro so much! He was shocked by me though, totally shock like he cannot get over it :((((( then to esplanade butter to get lockers.. Next to boat quay for pre drinks. Dan was high by the time she went in fash!!!! Danced frenched and Jason came down after his NDP, w vodkaaaaaaa~~~~ met new friends etc got even higher, frenched w even more guys haahahah and I saw Paul twohill....
After that slacked a little while, went back Jason's house with Dan and Joshua!!! Bathed and talked hahahhaah I love magnum la! Slept and uh hm we 4 did naughty things ^^
Home the next day fuciing hangoverrrrr slept mostly throughout the whole day!
Anyway having dinner at toy with marveen! Long time no see small boy sehhhh someone going to Australia for pilot course uhhhh!!!!!!!
2011年7月6日 星期三
So, blogging now during chemistry class! I think my results are so so, but definitely much much better than last year! It's not really good compared to the other seniors, but better than what I use to get last year! Getting back GP Later I guess.
I cried in sch yst when I got back my physics paper. I really thought I could get an A but only a C in the end. So damn fucking disappointed in myself and all Like every other seniors I know, they got an A. And they are those who got worse results than me last year. Not saying they aren't good, but I put in a lot of effort too. Lots of ppl thought I could get an A too. Sigh life's bad :(
What am I doing???? Pining for some lousy guy who's far younger than what I would have preferred and also giving me hot and cold treatment. Don't feel like doing much about him alr. If he don't text me today Abt USS on sat, that's it! Swear to god I'm fucking over guys. ESP younger guys
Had been texting Marv for 2 days, and I really appreciate him encouraging me and all... He sent mr this text :
" Eh eh eh don't cry!! I know it feels like a total waste of time and effort to give your all for something but end up not getting the expected results, but it happens! We're not perfect and mistakes are bound to happen. You just gotta find out what went wrong and correct the situation before it goes out of hand and this is only what? Mid years? There's still your promos to go! :) still got many more tests right? Don't give up k? Find out the reason why. Maybe it's the way you study or ans the question! Cheer up "
Dan Felicia Daphne were also consoling me sch. It Was embarrassing to cry in sch but whatever I was in the mood and the above mentioned guy wasnt replying me so yep! Szy too, for texting me and all <3
I cried in sch yst when I got back my physics paper. I really thought I could get an A but only a C in the end. So damn fucking disappointed in myself and all Like every other seniors I know, they got an A. And they are those who got worse results than me last year. Not saying they aren't good, but I put in a lot of effort too. Lots of ppl thought I could get an A too. Sigh life's bad :(
What am I doing???? Pining for some lousy guy who's far younger than what I would have preferred and also giving me hot and cold treatment. Don't feel like doing much about him alr. If he don't text me today Abt USS on sat, that's it! Swear to god I'm fucking over guys. ESP younger guys
Had been texting Marv for 2 days, and I really appreciate him encouraging me and all... He sent mr this text :
" Eh eh eh don't cry!! I know it feels like a total waste of time and effort to give your all for something but end up not getting the expected results, but it happens! We're not perfect and mistakes are bound to happen. You just gotta find out what went wrong and correct the situation before it goes out of hand and this is only what? Mid years? There's still your promos to go! :) still got many more tests right? Don't give up k? Find out the reason why. Maybe it's the way you study or ans the question! Cheer up "
Dan Felicia Daphne were also consoling me sch. It Was embarrassing to cry in sch but whatever I was in the mood and the above mentioned guy wasnt replying me so yep! Szy too, for texting me and all <3
2011年7月4日 星期一
Haitus
its been almost 4 months since i last blogged. can't say i was really bothered to but yeap i hope i'm back for good!
these few months was full of ups and downs, just 2 weeks ago dad took me to a shopping spree and i bought stuffs over hundreds of dollars and he didn't say a single thing. but just 2 days later he screamed at me for having a handphone bill that was over by $30 bucks. totally WTF hahahah
so he confiscated my phone and sim card, and wanted to terminate the line. but turns out there's this penalty $ thingy. long story cut short= the line's not canceled yet.
since i am too anxious and impatient, i got CK to buy me a sim card w new no. and everything. he's such a sweetheart, paid for my sim <333 seriously only best friends do that (hahaah can't say szy would be willing to though!)
went out to CQ to find RJ and Dan yesterday night. RJ's friends were coming but they were too late and i left to Club SOUL. met boss, got tickets and everything. home since i'm a fucking curfew kid now. pictures soon~
these few months was full of ups and downs, just 2 weeks ago dad took me to a shopping spree and i bought stuffs over hundreds of dollars and he didn't say a single thing. but just 2 days later he screamed at me for having a handphone bill that was over by $30 bucks. totally WTF hahahah
so he confiscated my phone and sim card, and wanted to terminate the line. but turns out there's this penalty $ thingy. long story cut short= the line's not canceled yet.
since i am too anxious and impatient, i got CK to buy me a sim card w new no. and everything. he's such a sweetheart, paid for my sim <333 seriously only best friends do that (hahaah can't say szy would be willing to though!)
went out to CQ to find RJ and Dan yesterday night. RJ's friends were coming but they were too late and i left to Club SOUL. met boss, got tickets and everything. home since i'm a fucking curfew kid now. pictures soon~
2011年3月16日 星期三
2011年2月17日 星期四
Blogging from friend's itouch!! Recently i'm feeling really down... For no good reason and i dont think it's cause of pms :( i look at you i want you so badly......... I dont know what's wrobg with me but i am feeling so fucking down. Why dont talk to me??? When WH told me you like this gurl, my world came crashing down. It feels so bad i want to cry so fucking badly. But you wont know all these would you? Why am i being like this??? I cant decribe how i feel but i just want you to come to me and tell me you like me too..... I need someone to hold on to i need you to be there for me please. I was so happy lookibg at you playing soccer. That match against _____ Wow i feel so fucking proud that you all won! If you are mine i would have jump right down the grand stand and hug you. But too bad your not but too bad your not. When you blocked the balls with your head i wanted to rub that sore spot for you.
WH just made me smile. I am so down recently i want to cry everytime i see you
WH just made me smile. I am so down recently i want to cry everytime i see you
2011年2月9日 星期三
Age gap
i only realized today that i am selfish. all along i think that i will suffer as i am the compromising to the younger guys mindset. i thought i can't like younger guys because of age gap because I'm childish i want a mature bf. never thought about the younger guys not liking an older me. wow shocks me. younger guys might not like the older me.
Thoughts
so this 2 weeks that i MIA-ed was fuck.
school re-opened, had orientation, jam and hop, talks, bonding, cvd planning etc etc
same old stuff i did last year. except that i got the bitch mode on so no one really dared to ask me to do anything. OGLs who knew me don't force me to play games and all. so yeap guess it's still okay. mass dance was the only thing i enjoyed. i went on stage with QY, we did the joke version had loud claps/cheers and fucking matthew had to say we are eliminated. i mean seriously? i don't mind the elimination but totally not from you. i would rather S cut me out instead of me. to me it feels like betrayal. we were qualified but why? why cut us out? i know it's a fucking small matter but i feel so fucking betrayed.
so jam and hop i was the band groupie. took photos for the bands, danced like fuck got fucking high. other than that i hated every moment of orientation. i made smoker friends. 1st day they come up and ask me if i smoke lol. they say i have clubber face sia. AGAIN. say i everyday the face like hangover fuck.
school this week was PW. for fuck we also have to do. it's fucking torturous and hell. my CT damn fucked up keep picking on me. whatever. she want to head on with me i see who win. i keep to myself. talk to only seniors in the class/school. only 2 JC1s i really talk to. apart from Danielle. she's the only good news to me seriously. so fucking glad she's in sch w me now. btw i am in malay dance. hahahaa surprising but i like.
school re-opened, had orientation, jam and hop, talks, bonding, cvd planning etc etc
same old stuff i did last year. except that i got the bitch mode on so no one really dared to ask me to do anything. OGLs who knew me don't force me to play games and all. so yeap guess it's still okay. mass dance was the only thing i enjoyed. i went on stage with QY, we did the joke version had loud claps/cheers and fucking matthew had to say we are eliminated. i mean seriously? i don't mind the elimination but totally not from you. i would rather S cut me out instead of me. to me it feels like betrayal. we were qualified but why? why cut us out? i know it's a fucking small matter but i feel so fucking betrayed.
so jam and hop i was the band groupie. took photos for the bands, danced like fuck got fucking high. other than that i hated every moment of orientation. i made smoker friends. 1st day they come up and ask me if i smoke lol. they say i have clubber face sia. AGAIN. say i everyday the face like hangover fuck.
school this week was PW. for fuck we also have to do. it's fucking torturous and hell. my CT damn fucked up keep picking on me. whatever. she want to head on with me i see who win. i keep to myself. talk to only seniors in the class/school. only 2 JC1s i really talk to. apart from Danielle. she's the only good news to me seriously. so fucking glad she's in sch w me now. btw i am in malay dance. hahahaa surprising but i like.
2011年1月25日 星期二
2011年1月15日 星期六
first time lovers
listening to CNBLUE's " for first time lovers" now on youtube. hmm not bad i like ^^
searching for bkk hotels now~~~~ ryan and me are going on shopping trip at the end of the year kekeek ^^ i know its early but i can't help it i'm so excited!!! he's gonna be my best friend in YJ now. since all my friends are busy studying fuck bitches!
searching for bkk hotels now~~~~ ryan and me are going on shopping trip at the end of the year kekeek ^^ i know its early but i can't help it i'm so excited!!! he's gonna be my best friend in YJ now. since all my friends are busy studying fuck bitches!
2011年1月13日 星期四
Open House
so yesterday was open house in YJ.... kind of fail lei i think. went to school around 11.30, i bought coke for the team!!!~~
went to Wedex for June Ant Arjun KC... bought ice cream/talked/laughed/etc lol Ant so supportive ah first thing i come he say " wah who is this mei nv so pretty liao now" hahahah thanks <3 ^^*
went to walk around, find Janet Stella Cheryl..... they ate lunch me and Cherie watched. hmm all i can remember is that i walked a lot around the school lol and i talked to a lot of people. sigh shoooo sad to be back in school with all my friends in J2, but who else to blame but me..... saw Sarah wah i seriously miss that bitch! started crying while talking to her :(
after that, hmm it started raining.... i did henna with Dahtkshi thank you!!! and then we all went to pool table. they practiced talent time dance, i studied. Dunros Matthew Zik came to find us after that, they went home i stayed... supposedly waiting for CK... but i was so fucking tired and my sis was texting me to go home cause my mum's asking already... so i had to leave first..... :(
home with June and Ryan... ^^ Ryan's my new best friend liao lolxzxzz we are going to be the coolest retainees aahahahahh!~~~
so anyway i'm doing my tattoo with Reza's friend. most prob next week after Gary gives me my $$$$ back!~~~
went to Wedex for June Ant Arjun KC... bought ice cream/talked/laughed/etc lol Ant so supportive ah first thing i come he say " wah who is this mei nv so pretty liao now" hahahah thanks <3 ^^*
went to walk around, find Janet Stella Cheryl..... they ate lunch me and Cherie watched. hmm all i can remember is that i walked a lot around the school lol and i talked to a lot of people. sigh shoooo sad to be back in school with all my friends in J2, but who else to blame but me..... saw Sarah wah i seriously miss that bitch! started crying while talking to her :(
after that, hmm it started raining.... i did henna with Dahtkshi thank you!!! and then we all went to pool table. they practiced talent time dance, i studied. Dunros Matthew Zik came to find us after that, they went home i stayed... supposedly waiting for CK... but i was so fucking tired and my sis was texting me to go home cause my mum's asking already... so i had to leave first..... :(
home with June and Ryan... ^^ Ryan's my new best friend liao lolxzxzz we are going to be the coolest retainees aahahahahh!~~~
so anyway i'm doing my tattoo with Reza's friend. most prob next week after Gary gives me my $$$$ back!~~~
My friend's angry at me
Hi dearest CK, i'm really sorry please don't be angry at me anymore?
i was really tired after yesterday and it was my first time waking up early and going to school for the first time in the year... sorry lei dear i miss you lo don't be angry anymore???? :(
I love you!!!!~~~~~
i was really tired after yesterday and it was my first time waking up early and going to school for the first time in the year... sorry lei dear i miss you lo don't be angry anymore???? :(
I love you!!!!~~~~~
2011年1月1日 星期六
Countdown 2010/2011
my sister's singing old Macdonald beside me now ^^ so cute!~~~~
kkk so yesterday's (or today) countdown was quite fail. we counted down in the train HAHAAHAH with tons of black-skinned people.
so anyway Me and RH went cine, walked talked ranted met with monica and her bf and bf's brothers and bf's brothers' friends= Paul Twohill. we were smoking and talking and all, then i was like... omfg hmm isn't that Paul Twohill LOL~~~~
so we left around 1030, went to hougang to find Cheryl and came back to Bugis to SheeSha.... failed though cause i was thinking we already have ciggs... and i saw wenhui and jiehui(melissa)! so yeap after a while Monica joined us again. ate a bit smoked a bit drink a bit. left for home roughly round 2. on the train saw Joey with some guy from school. Hia Ren and Some guy i forgot the name....
so goodbye~ i'll upload the photos soon!
here's one for you to look hehehe ^^
kkk so yesterday's (or today) countdown was quite fail. we counted down in the train HAHAAHAH with tons of black-skinned people.
so anyway Me and RH went cine, walked talked ranted met with monica and her bf and bf's brothers and bf's brothers' friends= Paul Twohill. we were smoking and talking and all, then i was like... omfg hmm isn't that Paul Twohill LOL~~~~
so we left around 1030, went to hougang to find Cheryl and came back to Bugis to SheeSha.... failed though cause i was thinking we already have ciggs... and i saw wenhui and jiehui(melissa)! so yeap after a while Monica joined us again. ate a bit smoked a bit drink a bit. left for home roughly round 2. on the train saw Joey with some guy from school. Hia Ren and Some guy i forgot the name....
so goodbye~ i'll upload the photos soon!
here's one for you to look hehehe ^^
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